488 DARK-EST: WW3, Nazi-Zionist Aggression

Iran terrified.

Empire of Three Cities' lies.

Sanctions and death threats. 

General Wesley Clark

487 Light-ish: Felt

Somehow, emotions
are perceived, but not by sense
organs.  So, by what?

Kokoro, link.

486 Neutral-ish: Making Child Manchurian Candidates

Paperclip psy-ops!  

Mind split and built: Carol Rutz, 

Linda MacDonald. 
Stanford's Mind Reading Computer [80], link.

485 Dark-ish: Sociopathy

My childhood home was 

a fascist state.  Father ruled 

arbitrarily.  

New World Order/Disorder, link.

484 Light-ish: Devastating Upheaval?

I'm gloomy.  Today's 

Camping-Rapture's due.  Fast route 

to dimension four?  

Tolec's 4D Claims, link.

483 Neutral-ish: By 2020...

Online BioNEMS 

beget zombie hive cyborgs.  

Human's end of days?  

Mindtech Bionic Research, link.

482 Dark-ish: Ostracism

Nieces and nephews... 

I would like to know they're well,

in good mental health.  
Pronunciation!

481 Light-ish: Camping's Rapture

Howard Camping says 
Judgement Day passed.  Rapture's due 
within eighty hours!

Radio Star's Prayers And Parties

480 Neutral-ish: Aerosol Bio-Weapon, 2011

Germany attacked!  

Chimera with plague genes blocks 

antibiotics. 
1. Robert Koch Institute    2. 0104:H4 E.coli With ESBL's, TEM-1 and CTX-M-15

479 Dark-ish: Meta-Physical Reconceptualisations, Dad?!

The ties that bound me 

to the past and the aether 

are falling away!?   
Ascension?

478 Light-ish: Gaia, Breeding-Feeding Pen

I am Number Six:
A prisoner, statistic. 
Unfree Dragon Food. 

Land Of The Gods, Link.

477 Neutral-ish: Wheat And Chaff

Crop message reply

to Carl Sagan.  Other life!  

Then warning and hope.  
Close Encounter Of The Second Kind? Link.

476 Dark-ish: Dad War Unto Death

Mum chain smoked and died

of cancer.  I was barred from 

her cremation. 

475 Light-ish: My Non-Living Room

Laptop and t.v., 

next to discs and players.  Am 
I turning cyborg? 

474 Neutral-ish: Concealed, Revealed

Rendlesham Forest

dream: Theirs!  Three short grays and one

bipedal black ant. 

Whose Thoughts, link.

473 Dark-ish: Depressed Vibrations

Joy and happiness 

were Dad's weak points.  He made fear, 

sadness, and anger. 

472 Light-ish: Tonight, 8pm-ish

Topless and brazen, 

the horizon-ejected 

orange moon flaunted. 
Moonrise, 1912hrs, link

471 Neutral-ish: Treasons?

Don't stir the cattle!  

Conceal the supertech and 

alien presence.

A Matter Of Speed, link.

470 Dark-ish: Intergenerational And Internecine

A voiceless uncle 

in exile.  Siblings offspring
unmet since babies.  
Get 'em young (Link).

469 Light-ish: Reasonable Doubt?

Sceptics, like cynics, 

are idiosyncratic? 
They lack self-belief!  
Heterogeneous Universal Laws? Link.

468 Neutral-ish: Residents Rumblings

Aurora's mach six

pulsed detonation engines 

are making airquakes?  

Donuts-On-A-Rope Contrails, link.

467 Dark-ish: A Property Quandary

Dad's Will's here.  But why?  

We died forty years ago.  

Take the cash and junk? 

466 Light-ish: Your Gifted Consciousness

Imagination 

and dreams.  Experiences 

from universes! 

465 Neutral-ish: Apollo 17's Gene Cernan

"Buzz does wanna go 

back to Mars... I'm not gonna

be there when we go". 
Thank You, Commander! Link.

464 Dark-ish: Money, Not People!

Unemployment is 

psychologically harmful.  

Government doesn't care. 

463 Light-ish: Salute

Co-ordinated 

strength and agility.  Art!  

Felix Cane writhing. 
Bendy Spinner, link.

462 Neutral-ish: Apollo 14 - Ed's Story

An alien craft 

crashed.  Then Phoenix Lights flickered.  

And oh, samadhi!  
The Stars Don't Twinkle, link. 

461 Dark-ish: Making Victims

Parent power cows 

fearful kids.  Decades pass.  The

cycle continues. 
Abuse Kids As Abusive Parents, link.

462 Light-ish: Weather Moods

Crikey, sunshine!  Five 

grey days of incessant rain, 

and now this.  Yippee! 

461 Neutral-ish: Online

Inject nanotech,

techlepathic brain implants.  

Make the human hive. 

European Brain Hijacking, link.

460 Dark-ish: Over-Revved?

Michael loved Karen.  

He had a passion wagon, 

but sadly died young. 

459 Light-ish: Our Poison Victims?

Do whales washed up in 

Wales wail?  Are their howls heard by

heaven's hearts and souls?
Hunted, rammed, poisoned, and heartbroken? Link

458 Neutral-ish: Zombiefier

A third of humans 

have Toxoplasma.  It makes 

rats suicidal. 

Lethally reckless, link

457 Dark-ish: Recognition (Fifties)

People look at me. 
But it's like through.  Transparent,

Dad-deleted son. 
Characteristics Of Genuinely Low Self-Esteem, link

456 Light-ish: Here Comes The Sun?

Three days of constant 

grey.  Cool rain and soggy clothes.  

Outside, splishing cars. 

455 Neutral-ish: Conflict Now Won?

Dream, ten years ago. 

They showed me space battles.  War 

fought for human souls. 

454 Dark-ish: Dadishness! (Late teens)

Out of the blue, Dad 

took me to see Harvey-Jones.  

Now we three are dead! 

453 Light-ish: Trustworthiness

I put bread out.  Birds 

ate, saw me then flew.  But Cool 

Pigeon wasn't flighty. 

452 Neutral-ish: Conspiracy

Review evidence 

of human homed reptiloids. 

Don't just deny it! 

Draconian Underground, link

451 Dark-ish: Too Well Taught

Me, a Dad?  Bad thought!  

For a better world, children  
need able parents. 

450 Light-ish: Farmed Life

Death in a corner.  

Golden and silver adorned.  

Soon to drop it's leaves. 

449 Neutral-ish: Ashtar Galactic Command, 1977, ITN?

New World Order, dead? 

Hail, Andromedan Council? 
Earth's old gods return?  

Last Four US Presidents Will Go To Jail, link

448 Dark-ish: Co-operative 100,000 Group Trial?

Vaccines cut world pop.?  

Slow kill, sterilise, abort,

and attenuate. 
Up To 15 Per Cent? Link.

447 Light-ish: Somebody's lying?

Sherry Shriner said 

she's cleaned Dulce.  Andromedans 

claim they won that war! 
Taking Credit, link

446 Neutral-ish: 11 November 2011

Ascension's Earth split...
Humans get light bodies, as
moon leaves,  and poles shift!  

2012 & A Golden Age: Ascension

445 Dark-ish: Lifetime Consequences

Child abuse hammers 

schooling, work, career, earnings, 

and social prospects. 

Adult Survivor, link

444 Light-ish: While Rome Burns...

Food shopping: Few veg., 

too many liqueur choc's!  A

foolish indulgence. 

443 Neutral-ish: Dark Power

Illuminati 

made Statue of Liberty -

Lucifers symbol. 
The Morning And Bright Stars, link

442 Dark-ish: Nothingness

Childhood suggested

adult failure, rejection, 

insignificance. 

441 Light-ish: Oops!

Set out too early

to get Thursday's newspaper...

Wednesday in the rain!  

440 Neutral-ish: "...not of this world"!

Russian UFO files 

support archeologist

on alien tech.. 

Pyramids of Giza, link

439 Dark-ish: Shutdown

Abuse slowed thinking, 

inhibited recall, brought

flashbacks, depression. 

Neglect and Emotional Abuse, link

438 Light-ish: Old Remedy?

Order real gunk or 

Nightjar egg.  Leave in beer, eat,

run.  Turned yellowish?!  

437 Neutral-ish: DNA and Food

Human genes and flesh,

traded for tech. at Dulce?  The

aliens now dead?

Reptilians Burning Update, link

436 Dark-ish: Existential Uncertainty? (Pre-Adult)

Dad denied feelings:  

My partial erasure.  Now,

I flicker.  Seen, unseen. 

435 Light-ish: Vanity and Folly

Sporting sporty dark 

shades, Mister Cool tripped and fell 

across the dark dance floor. 

434 Neutral-ish: NASA's Reputation

Hubble photographed

Kepler!  Infra-red spectral 

data withheld: Too hot!  

 Deception, link

433 Dark-ish: Fascist Totalitarianism

Dad was aggressive. 

His bemused children, scared and

suppressed, soaked it up. 

432 Light-ish: Weird Birth

My first memory? 

Whiteness.  Shapes moved within.  And 

somebody said "Cheese"! 

431 Neutral-ish: Cybrids?

Sickening reports
of alien-farmed humans,
DUMBs, space threats, Nazis. 
Reptoid Food? Link

430 Dark-ish: Never Home Sweet Home

Strange, the more I read 

about earth's aliens, the more 

I imagine Dad!  

429 Light-ish: Marslike

I dozed, they showed

me homes in red rock cliffs.  Neat cut 

grass and roads beneath. 

428 Neutral-ish: Brevity

Elenin hit by 

coronal mass ejection,

showed tetrahedron. 
Duration? Link.

427 Dark-ish: Third Eye Sensation

Childhood angst.  Grays eyes -
lampshade illusion.  Then sleep, 
spinning me upward. 

426 Light-ish: Mindspin

Non-news, trivia,

and media junk.  Latent 

Sensation's reasons.  

Brave New Worldian Nightmare, link 

425 Neutral-ish: Mythology

UFOlogy's made.  

By whom and why?  Believe they 

say, these truths and lies.  

Claim Upon Claim, link 

424 Dark-ish: Thanks, Dr Allen et al

My Dad aversion 

infected education.  

Goodbye doctorate! 

423 Light-ish: Ungluing Irony?

Busy parents surf 

two hours daily.  Evading

family members. 
i newspaper, Sat.17Sep11, pp12

422 Neutral-ish: Post Time-Out

We should set ground rules.  

Then meet, to discuss conflicts

like adult grown-ups. 

421 Dark-ish: State Inaction (Teens)

Pointless, telling a 

doctor, teacher, and surgeon 

of Dad's bullying. 

420 Light-ish: Reading Aloud

Students found saying

letter strings like "koob" and "zort" 

to be "positive"! 
i Newspaper, Sat.17Sep11, pp12

419 Neutral-ish: Celebrate!

Alive!  You vibrate

colourfully?  Conscious and

extraordinary!  
Aura Photography link

418 Dark-ish: Mind Matters Matter

Hurt is made-ish of 

rage, fear, and sadness.  They grab

at ones attention. 

Psychological Hurt link

417 Light-ish: Social Ordering

Rulers, atop poles,

work labour-suck machines.  They 

make cash and drop grease.  

416 Neutral-ish: Ho, ho, ho!

Three months to Christmas!  

Economic depression 

in red and white garb. 

415 Dark-ish: Raising Me

Flashbacks, Dad's gift.  An 

eternally present past. 

So enervating. 

414 Light-ish: Luggage?

No smoking guns found

in spontaneous human 

combustion cases. 
Cases Empty Of Smoking Guns, link

413 Neutral-ish: Unearthly!

Metallic implants,

electromagnetic and

organic, gain nerves. 
"The Chosen?" link

412 Dark-ish: Two Minds

Depression targets 

enthusiasm.  Consciousness 

gets frustrated, sad. 

411 Light-ish: Social Pleasure

Home late, hungry cat 

eats, greets.  Eats more, fusses.  She

keeps her servant sweet! 

410 Neutral-ish: Unhappy Consumerist

I'm bogged down, in a 

sea of stuff and sensation.  

Time to shrug it off. 

409 Dark-ish: Bad Blood?

Once there were seven.  

Now there are five.  My siblings 

children know me not. 

408 Light-ish: Annika Lehtinen

Ninety-four's Old Flame 

flickers, futilely recalled. 

Sparking in the dark.  

407 Neutral-ish: Better Being

Make a better world.  

Be glad at absent hurts, and

the joy of being! 

406 Dark-ish: Off

Surely there's a way, 

to switch-on from shut-down?  To 

distil joy from gloom?  

405 Light-ish: Adjustment

A blue-grey super cloud 

summer slips past.  Aging green 

leaves turn red and gold. 

404 Neutral-ish: Abductees

Deep space frequency! 

Transmitter implants, removed

from human subjects. 
14.749650MHz, link

403 Dark-ish: Secretly...

Parents rant and rage,
behind closed doors.  Fearful kids,
betrayed and hurt. 

402 Light-ish: Diolullec

Magnum's glorious

Film Stars gained eternal life.  

We will age and die!  
ISBN 2-87939-188-1

401 Neutral-ish: Erosion

I don't want fascist 

totalitarianism!  

Return my rights, thieves. 

400 Dark-ish: Pre-Spouse (Childhood teens)

Dad punished Karen,

but I doubt he prewarned her.  How 

does she carry that? 

399 Light-ish: Moon Anomaly Photos

Like a striptease, 

overlords show a little.  

Then they smudge it up. 

398 Neutral-ish: Apollo 17

The Lunar Rover's 

lit close.  Dubious shadows! 

A deceptive scene. 

Raw Image AS17-134-20400, link.

397 Dark-ish: Memories

Angry, sad, fearful 
abused children rarely  

fight, flee, or forget. 

396 Light-ish: Chatty Couple

Hillary Clinton 

and Laurence Rockefeller 

took Paul's book walking.  
Disclosure Project? Link. 

395 Neutral-ish: Apollo 8 Anomaly

Whiteout concealment...

Adjust contrast and darken.  

Reflections of plants?
AS08-13-2333, link 

394 Dark-ish: Dad, Self, and Others

In aversions wake,  
alienation:  Angry,
anxious, and loveless.  

393 Light-ish: Conspiracy!

Astronomers pain:

near total cloud cover.  And 

I can't see UFO's! 

392 Neutral-ish: Childhood Bed

Oval lampshade eyes,

angst!  Fear of sleep.  I dozed, thrilled

at spinning upward.  

391 Dark-ish: Childhood Infection

Aversion training

by Dad meshed with self-image

and all social life. 

390 Light-ish: Mood Changer

Cabin fever, in.  

Rainy escape, out.  Returned

soaked, feeling better.  

389 Neutral-ish: Chaos?

Britain: seeks oil; kills 

and tortures Arabs; says its

rioters are bad. 

388 Dark-ish: Sitting Ducks II

Behind closed doors...

Parents hurt children, teaching

anger, bullying. 

387 Light-ish: Local Teens

Outside, lads on bikes. 

A few pull wheelies, but not

on tandems or trikes. 

386 Neutral-ish: Of Course Not!

Exopolitics,  
WOULD the British Government  
admit involvement?

385 Dark-ish: Fascist Parent

Dad-attacks: shocking, 

awful, unforgettable
mind-blasting sadism. 

384 Light-ish: Lunarlight

Oh, Aristarchus, why

are you so bright?  Does fusion

burn in your moonheart? 

A Transient Lunar Phenomena, link

383 Neutral-ish: Wake up!

State theft: pension cuts.  

Shaken and strirred, little folk 

decide about strikes. 

382 Dark-ish: Apollo 11

"...huge, Sir...enormous...

Oh, God...other spacecraft...on 

the moon watching us..."

Close Encounter, link

381 Light-ish: De-trance

Thinking of divorce?  

Wonder how you'll cope without 

your beloved screens?

Do face-to-face instead, link. 

380 Neutral-ish: Cheeky!

Rich politicians 

preach law and morals: Don't riot, 

pay up and shut up. 

379 Dark-ish: Illuminating

Populous control.  

Totalitarianism.  

One World Government.  

Vaccination link

378 Light-ish: Government Courses

Jobless?  Depressed?  Poor?  
State help's here!  Nudge to

crime and homelessness.  

377 Neutral-ish: Aliens Evidence and Denial

Reality check...

Moon and Mars deceptions.  Why?  

Open your mind, look.  

Analyse this, link

376 Dark-ish: Liberation

Enraged, I divorced

myself from Dad's clan, in law.  

That's taboo, cool war. 

375 Light-ish: Helping

DINKY is the way!  

She digs gardening, so I 

went and got her spade. 

374 Neutral-ish: Injustice

I am embarrassed 

to be English.  The Country's 

too unfair to most. 

373 Dark-ish: Here, son...

Annihilation:

self-doubt, aversions, shutdown.  

Goodbye life chances. 

372 Light-ish: Territorial Violence

Hope's garden!  She scragged 

a kitten for intruding. 

Not a pretty sight.

371 Neutral-ish: Kidnap, Childnap

A hundred thousand
Brit. kids go missing each year.
Some are enslaved. 

370 Dark-ish: Parental Tyranny

Stuart and I were  
Dad's undefended sons.  We
dreaded his assaults. 

369 Light-ish: Smooth Skins

Bright, green teens in town

for beer and graft, have friends 
and futures to be made. 

368 Neutral-ish: Nastiness

Social abuse harms 

prosocial parties.  Surely, 

that is immoral? 

367 Dark-ish: Happyless

Dad's shouts created
fear, anger, and sadness.  His
family broke up. 

366 Light-ish: Friendly!

She doesn't usually 

talk to me.  Today, very

flirty.  And married! 

365 Neutral-ish: No Crime?

Have you noticed that 

Western leaders and bankers 

don't do time for crime? 

364 Dark-ish: Personal Catastrophe

Gordon, seventeen:
Dad-shout-years-depressed; child
with chronic flashbacks. 

363 Light-ish: Distraction

Screens and speakers grant  

escapist sensations.  Folk

bump lamp-posts and cars.  

362 Neutral-ish: Priorities

Britain's billion pounds 

spent in Libya, could have cut

poverty at home. 

361 Dark-ish: Treachery

Child abuse hurts young 

minds and harms their brains.  Adult 

life's poisoned by it. 

360 Light-ish: G-Traps

Walking on the moon...

"Little green men" take care, to 

avoid the mascons.  
Doppler Gravity Experiment link

359 Neutral-ish: Drug Money Funded

Two-and-a-half-miles 

underground, look for them there. 

Raccoon City Style!  
140+ DUMBs link

358 Dark-ish: History

How little I know
of my grandparents!  Did they
make Dad a tyrant? 

357 Light-ish: Flat Earthing Earthling

Head In Sand Ostrich 

says "I see no evidence. 

I'm not curious". 

356 Neutral-ish: Ownerati

Lying, cheating, and

theft wars.  Consume the earth!  Then

trade little people. 

355 Dark-ish: Angry Parents?

Parent tyranny

breaks kids, making for angry,

unhappy adults.  

354 Light-ish: Ouch

At the Athletics

World Championships, a male 

athlete broke his pole. 

353 Neutral-ish: Halving Life

From on high, the dust 

drops, decaying.  A loathing 

genebreaker that burns. 

352 Dark-ish: Mind Mend

Acute self doubt is 

auto-off under-perform.  

What's the antidote? 

351 Light-ish: Self Harm

Help little people 

drop their human rights.  Abuses 

will be easier. 

350 Neutral-ish: Rank

Sociopaths and 

narcissists rule, okay!  But 

can they love people? 

349 Dark-ish: Crocking

Dad taught kids self-doubt.

It invokes despair between 

desire and action. 

348 Light-ish: Blinded Eye

For splashing cash, she 

loved him.  Meanwhile, his robbed prey 

lay hospitalised. 

347 Neutral-ish: Beingness

What's the universe? 

If it's mere ashes and dust, 

how come awareness? 

346 Dark-ish: Throwing Stones

Dad died as he'd lived: 

At war with the world and his 

imperfect children. 

345 Light-ish: Separation

Mum's lost to us, passed 

while running.  We'll miss her, til

she feeds us at home. 

344 Neutral-ish: The Forever War

Psycho's and devils...

They gather, long for mayhem

and the spoils of war. 

343 Dark-ish: Child Intolerance

Angry parent shouts

brain-mind shocks, hurt.  Confidence 
crushing traumas, angst!  

342 Light-ish: Assault

She was rushed.  So, he 

said "Come in for secs".  It was 

then she slapped him, m'lord. 

341 Neutral-ish: Real-ish Gods

Consumer tech's way 

behind high-tech: Holograms; 

in-head audio. 

340 Dark-ish: Final Swipe!

Dad's Will... Mike Watson 

did very nicely thank you.  

Better than the kids! 

339 Light-ish: Lie Down?

Capitulate now 
soldiers!  Raise hands above heads

and lower your arms. 

338 Neutral-ish: BioWar?

Bird flu in the east,

E.coli in the west.  These 

times feel dangerous.  

. 

337 Dark-ish: Baggage

Nagging questions.  I 
drag them along.  Decades of

bad Dad memories. 

336 Light-ish: Sportsmens Scrub

Rub-a-dub-dub, three 

men in a tub.  Ring-a

ding-ding, mind the plug.   

335 Neutral-ish: Invasion?

Thousands of UFO's.  

Huge flaps at hotspots.  Gods 

in their chariots?

334 Dark-ish: Legacy

My parents remain 

an enigma.  Their offspring,

no history told. 

333 Light-ish: Cashflow

Poor fans pay: travel,

watch, wear shirts with ad's.  Teams play,

get rich, chase the sun. 

332 Neutral-ish: What, Work?

The radio blurts 

"Half a million Polish

immigrants..." invade! 

331 Dark-ish: Future Kids

Doubtless, Dad's poison 

spread beyond his children.  But,

what made him toxic?  

330 Light-ish: The Cupboard Opener

I pee, hear "ME-ow!"  

Downstairs, we meet and greet-ish. 

When fed, she deserts.  

329 Neutral-ish: The Art of Herding

Keep sheeple penned,
fearful, docile.   To seem warm,
reward the slavish! 

328 Dark-ish: Sewagecide (Pre-Adult)

I comtemplated
my worthless neck.  How patient
Dad's window frame.

327 Light-ish: An Ex

Not long ago, to

a Finn far away: Happy

Birthday Annika! 

326 Neutral-ish: Making Capital

Extremists export 

terror and suffering...  For
war, money, and oil! 

325 Dark-ish: Grown Child (52 years old.)

Another weekend...
Hug-free radio talk and
alienation. 

324 Light-ish: Warranty Ended

Mower wheel dropped off.  

Stu. said weld it.  Garage Man 
offered.  The grass grows. 

323 Neutral-ish: Maxim

Tony and George said 

bomb a violent neighbour,

before you're blown up. 

322 Dark-ish: Chataway

Dad-in-my-head wasn't

exorcised by counselling/

psychotherapy. 

321 Light-ish: Blue-Grey

The Cheshire Vale bathes...

in sunshine and a Rolls Royce

photolytic mist.

320 Neutral-ish: Mr Straightface

What a hypocrite... 
Cameron counselled Libyans: 
Observe human rights! 

319 Dark-ish: Fury of Condescension

Dad loved raging.
Fault-finding others served as 
good reason to rant. 

318 Light-ish: Getting Fit?

Rush-hour joggers breathe  
toxic fume:  Enervated, 
before getting home. 

317 Neutral-ish: Project Blue Beam-ish

The fourth horseman: An 

invasion of humanish 

and gods from the sky. 

316 Dark-ish: Double Team

United parents:

I never saw Mum defend 

her kids against Dad. 

315 Light-ish: Extant

I am breathing.  A 

human being, being.  For 

this joy I endure. 

314 Neutral-ish: Robbery

Doubtless, Cameron's 

class war on human rights will 

gain support from plebs. 

313 Dark-ish: Treachery

Dad's shout-attacks were 

betrayals of trust.  They brought 

crisis in their wake. 

312 Light-ish: Unemployment

My cash is nearly 

gone.  Time to get some more. 

Perhaps a bank job! 

311 Neutral-ish: Cull

The third horseman brings

plague.  Weaponised E.coli?  

Vaccine tags follow.  

310 Dark-ish: At Dad's Dentist's,,, (Five years old.)

Beautiful red bar:

Silent, glowing, liar.  You 
burned me, and I SCREAMED!   

309 Light-ish: Joy

August's orange sun 

sets.  The air cools.  I pedal,

glad at the beauty. 

308 Neutral-ish: Decline

Justice and freedom?  
Where, Britain?  It feels like a

failed democracy?   

307 Dark-ish: Liberation!

Conversationless,
non-social weekend, again.
Dad free, but empty. 

306 Light-ish: Lucky Targets

A blur panics birds 

in the willow.  Noise draws cats,

but the hawk's hunt failed. 

305 Neutral-ish: Think

The Media is 

steering our boredom again.  

This time it's exams.

304 Dark-ish: Sitting Ducks

Behind closed doors, 

helpless kids absorb Dad's rage.  

Endless flashbacks form.

303 Light-ish: Homecoming

Meeow!  Scratchy scramble. 

In via the window.  Food, then 

perhaps a greeting. 

302 Neutral-ish: Elitist Violence

Tories talk too tough:

Hard on rioters, tax cut 

for thieving bankers.   

301 Dark-ish: Disabled

Dad made dread, self-doubt. 
Life chances slipped by, decades 
of thought-stunting angst.  

300 Light-ish: Bummer!

For conflagration, 

the second horseman will ride 

West on an Arab. 

299 Neutral-ish: Lovelessness

Nasty rioters!  

Attack them: shoot; hit; lock down!  

Go draconian! 

298 Dark-ish: Conforming

Clarinet screeching,
but Dad didn't tantrum, as with
my quiet hi-fi!

297 Light-ish: Financial Violence

Clipperty clop, the 

first horseman was a banker.   

Nay, a highwayman! 

296 Neutral-ish: Riotous Motive

British people fear, 

want revenge.  Trade your freedom

for a safer state? 

295 Dark-ish: Self-Destruction

Shout-attacks auto 

replay.  Preying on ego, 

until it is dead.  

294 Light-ish: Unwell?

I believe God exists.  

That's probably why Ron thinks 

I'm delusional. 

293 Neutral-ish: Socially Irrelevant

Cameron says "There's 

no us and them, only us". 

He's wrong, I'm unseen! 

292 Dark-ish: Soft Targets

Child-trusted adults

kid-shout.  Young minds react, self

confidence can crash. 

291 Light-ish: Neighbourly

We applied duct tape,

to seal her big leaky butt. 

It was too huge though. 

290 Neutral-ish: The Ruling Devils

Fecking vindictive 
millionaire Government 

class-war bankerpals!

289 Dark-ish: Barked (Pre-Adult)

Toxic Dad gave me
Trauma, my staunch black dog.  Like

Winston Churchill's pet.

288 Light-ish: The First Rank

Self-fragment dreams were

granted realms to flit nearby.  

They're loved, seen, and free. 

287 Neutral-ish: A Citybox

I love Manchester, 

air polluted Gunchester!  

Ah, yes, Madchester. 

286 Dark-ish: Picnic (Pre-teen)

In Hyde Park, London, 

Lorna outran Malcolm.  Now

forty-ish years past.

285 Light-ish: Riots (Aug11)

Smashed glass, looted shops.  

Police na na.  Their dogs bark.   

Thieves melt into streets. 

284 Neutral-ish: The Far Side

NASA's gatekeeper 

to much moon data.  Not the 

gravity field's though. 

283 Dark-ish: Post Clubrun

Starved by Sunday's ride,
I ate loads.  Dad seethed in
his big green armchair. 

282 Light-ish: Contact?

I dozed.  A benign 

dark blue-grey face came.  Then left,

when I fired blue sticks.

281 Neutral-ish: August 2011, UK

Little devils riot.  

Economic repression's

fake calm disrupted.

280 Dark-ish: Toxic Parent (Teen Adult)

Traumatised, I fled 

Dad's sadism. His child mental 

abuse depressed me.  

279 Light-ish: Sitting comfortably?

Like my ass? Been sat 

on it all day!  Cycling soon, 

a change from donkey. 

278 Neutral-ish: Social Control

Riots in England! 

What anti-democratic 

repression's needed? 

277 Dark-ish: Too Bad (Under 18)

Dad's sexual pleasure 

got costly, resented kids 

to scorn and bully.  

276 Light-ish: Disinfecting Illuminant

Upon my grubby 

floor, sunshine makes net curtain 

shadow-patterns form. 

275 Neutral-ish: Dominance

Sociopathic 
bosses dream: bling and power. 

And slavish workers. 

274 Dark-ish: Toxic Parenting

Overt Good Dad spent

on his kids.  At their good cheer,

Covert Bad Dad lashed. 

273 Light-ish: Friday Night Out

Rubbery English 

girls shuffle, scantily clad: whales 

beached on a dance floor. 

272 Neutral-ish: Logical Endgame

Resource scarcity 

implies consumption constraint.  

Cull the scared cities?  

271 Dark-ish: Skiing

Thirteen, departure! 

Hugged Dad at Austria's bus, 

but no hug for me.  

270 Light-ish: Martial Spirit?

Fur and fluff flew forth 

as the furious cats fought 

their spit and snarl scrap. 

269 Neutral-ish: Capitalism

Historically 

heartless and driven by lust. 

It needs gentle hands. 

268 Dark-ish: Time To Run (Late teens)

Stuart and Gordon's
flight from Dad's bullying left
others more exposed. 

267 Neutral-ish: Some New Order?

Capitalism's dead?  

Why was it collapsed now?  What'll

follow in its wake? 

266 Light-ish: Other

Desire-consciousness 

wanted non-self regard.  And 

so, born were the dreams. 

265 Dark-ish: Mindlock (Pre-adult)

Post traumatic stress 

and reactive depression: 

Dad's kid-war life gift. 

264 Light-ish: Spawn

Desire bound itself

with consciousness.  Self-regard 

arose, and boredom.  

263 Neutral-ish: Marginalisation

As blithe sheeple doze,

authoritarians hack

their social contract. 

262 Dark-ish: Liberation

Thirteen!  I made a

bike to ride from Dad's pedalled

Sunday-lunch-hell-rants.

261 Light-ish: Essence

First came the word.  It 

is "desire", dangerous and 
multifarious. 

260 Neutral-ish: Reaching

Glitterstruck shoppers 

hunt love, gather stuff.  Goods and 

lonely hearts fill homes.  

259 Dark-ish: Thirty-three Years

I recall relief
at escaping Dad's Dungeon. 
Manchester, haven!? 

258 Light-ish: Chrisyawn

Bored old Rudolph saw
sooty Santa stagger from
hearth to tree, again. 

257 Neutral-ish: Devilment!

Government ghouls spank 

laughing finance fiends, then flog 

docile scapegoat slaves. 

256 Dark-ish: Dog Walk

Trauma's leash: Toxic
Dad's gift.  That black dog scuffs me
on barking decades. 

255 Light-ish: A Little Prayer

Claudia Schiffer
looked gaunt, unwell.  I hope her
healthy glow returns. 

254 Neutral-ish: Leadershit

Class war!  Corruption 

collapsed capitalism

conflict continues. 

253 Dark-ish: Triggers

Flashbacks last decades

and skew cognition.  New brain 

battles with the old. 

252 Neutral-ish: Power

Powermongers grab, 

cling at all costs.  Ambition's

greased object slips, wounds. 

251 Dark-ish: Debt-Slaver (Pre-adult)

"Do you kids know how 

much you cost me?  The least you 

can do is provide..."

250 Light-ish: Doze

Lawnmower's broken! 

Grass grows longer.  Foxes get 

extra comfy naps. 

249 Light-ish: Addicted?

Don't use narcotics, 

get drowsy on traffic fume.  

It's free and trendy. 

248 Neutral-ish: Want

All organisms
desire.  Conflicts arise.
Suffering results. 

247 Dark-ish: Childhood Breakdown (Pre-Adult)

Self-confidence is 

fragile good stuff.  Mine should not 

have been destroyed, Dad. 

246 Neutral-ish: Subjugation

Higher costs, more work,

less practical rights and pay.  

Democratic threat?

245 Light-ish: Visitor

No cats prowl.  Birds tweet.  

The curled fox half-sleeps.  Wakes, slinks 
off, perhaps to eat. 

244 Dark-ish: Forty Years Later

Slow burning embers 

of resentment.  Slaughter of 

my motivation. 

243 Neutral-ish: Authority

Heartless rule the meek.
Unempathic narcissists, 
psychopathic chiefs! 

242 Light-ish: Altruism

Visiting hours.  I'll 

go, stroke Sam's brow, say "Poor you!",

gobble bedside grapes. 

241 Dark-ish: Dragon Dad (Pre-teen)

His blaming f-ire roared 

across the yellow table.  

She's burnt, smoked again. 

240 Light-ish: Flog

Stick-ball whack's (w)hole pain: 

Trees, grass, and sand plot; and wind, 
water, sun, and rain. 

239 Neutral-ish: Tyranny

Selfridges limits
freedom of speech.  Dialect
discrimination. 

238 Dark-ish: Cornered

Scowling, red-faced Dad 

roared bile.  Overbearing, huge, 

hurtful genitor. 

237 Neutral-ish: Interviews

Another year... New
prostrate graduates enthuse.
Slavish souls for hire. 

236 Light-ish: Espoused

A wedlock sickie...   
Librarian Lisa's booked 

a banker.  Pity!

235 Dark-ish: Angst

Cycling home from school, 

I saw Dad's parked car.  Dread! 
Soon, he'd bawl blame.

234 Dark-ish: Cremation

His body was cooked 

last Wednesday.  As outsiders, 

Stu. and I didn't go. 

233 Light-ish: Body Odour

Acrid's stench shimmers:
Rancid urine's stink, rank sweat,
and putrid vomit.  

232 Neutral-ish: Security vs Freedom

The police state stalks.  

Sheeple sleep safe now, but germ war
vaccinations loom. 

231 Dark-ish: Crush (Pre-teen)

Walking to Perrins',
Dad's terrifying threat shut 

down my tears, briefly.

230 Light-ish: Escalation

Sleeping!  Then, Guard Dog 
growls and snarls.  Targets bark back. 
Nearly-war, tense peace. 

229 Neutral-ish: Shared Beliefs

Their uncheckable 

claims may be false.  How come

you trust and believe? 

228 Dark-ish: Asymmetric Warfare

Carper's joy is rage: 

Family slaying, child mind 

crunching criticism. 

227 Neutral-ish: Powerplay

Old boys network for 

top jobs.  Ties control the game.  

Others pay to play. 

226 Light-ish: Robotic Life

Uncontrollably,  
intermittantly erect. 
Annoyance and joy. 

225 Dark-ish: Toxic Parents?

Self-referencing's

TAUGHT by parents.  Can embrace 

self-condemnation.

224 Neutral-ish: Wonderful?

British Media

mirror-gazes, spellbound.  Its
loving charmed flock pays! 

223 Light-ish: Working Girl Working?

He enjoyed her blow 

by blow account of life as 

a hooker, and smiled. 

222 Dark-ish: Behind Closed Doors

"The trick...", said Dad, "...is
to be seen doing the right
thing."  And not what's wrong!

221 Neutral-ish: Consensus?

No need for conflict 

in centre-ground politics. 

Bouts are fake, fun shows? 

220 Dark-ish: Violence

Stillness... Then sudden
moth-squashing moccasin-thrashing.
...Hunter-killer Dad! 

219 Light-ish: NASA Moonshots

On the moon's far side,

aliens showing bare arse?   

We can't bear to check! 

218 Light-ish: Mired

Cool, dim, summer gloom:  

Total grey sky and rain; Lack of

economic boom. 

217 Neutral-ish: Regulator Authorities

Fat toothless tigers 

snarl from gilded cages.  They

lazily paw prey. 

216 Dark-ish: Predation

Ghastly Sunday lunch...
Dad blasted his family, 

with resentments, blame. 

215 Neutral-ish: Rotten Core?

Leaders we still trust:

MoD; priests; politicians; cops; 

journalists; doctors?

213 Light-ish: Oral

Blushless own crotch lick: 

bent over, a foot in the air. 

Rasping tongue cat fun? 

214 Dark-ish: Incommunicado

T.v. stares through smog.
Mum's knitting, cig. on her lip:
yards from smoking Dad.

212 Neutral-ish: Vaccination

Leaders of sheeple? 

What tricks they pull!  Trust them... to

give you the needle. 

210 Dark-ish: Forty Years

Unhappiness lurks,

alters unendingly. Dad's 

gift, my legacy.